06.03.12

You know what? I re-read my older posts just now. annnnd I realized, most of the post contents were about him. yeahh HIM. The memories flashed back when I was reading it. To me, it's very helpful for reading it again and again. So, the more the memories flashed, the faster it gone fades.

Of course, it was my first love. So yeah, how can I forget and let it go so easily? hahaha. It had been a HELL to me last 2 months. After 2 months, now, I'm new again! What the hell is new again? hahaha. Everything is different now :) I'm officially single now.. annd I realize that I have a bunch of friends that I can really talk to. Annnnd, I realize that my brother and sister are supportive :P haha. My parents are just Awesome. They are always the one and the only one who concern me.

'' Learn from mistakes  ''

I pretty swear, I'll be the best daughter, best sister, best friend and best girlfriend in the future.  All the mistakes that I made in the previous relationship, I'll remember it always and I won't be making the same mistakes again :D

'' Don't cry because it's over, smile because it's happened ''

Now I know what does it means. No matter what, stay strong. It's not gonna be easy to overcome it, but I'm sure that, it's gonna be fun. You'll realize that what you had done is worth. Do not ever try to put the blames on others. Accept it, learn from it.

'' You're beautiful, just the way you are ''

'' Why she's so pretty? and I'm not? '' 

" Why she's so attractive and I'm not? '' 

Nonononono, you're beautiful. Be confident. Don't ever try to compare you yourself with others. You're unique and special. Show that how much you love yourself. :) 

I know, I macamyes. hahaha. but who cares? hahahah.


P/s : I'm editing my twitter now :D I'm just trying something new since I'm sooooooooo freee today :)
P/s : It's raining now. :) it's time to sleeeeeeeep :P haha

Beautiful days

As time goes on, my thoughts changed. I was afraid of loneliness last time. haha for dontknowwhatreason, I would like to try being alone all the time. I would like to go for movie alone, shopping alone, jog alone .. everything alone :) I feeel good when I'm alone seriousshit.

Lately, I'm working as a promoter at Astro IPTV. I met quite a lot of new friends with different ages. Each of them has different life story and I know it all. I just love to listen to other's story about life. It helps me at gaining experience of my life. hahaha I knowwwwwwww. I'm still young :P hahaha btw, I'm the youngest among them. xD

This is Adam's my cousin brother baby :) she's sooooo cute.

My weight gained :D, I remember what Vivian told me, '' Your weight loss automatically when you're happy all the time. '' :D I hope that it works, because I'm lazy to exercise :P haha

My Germany nail arts. It's DIY okay XD haha

P/s : I wannnnna meet more friends :P haha

Birthday Invasion !

 Yeaaaaahhh, I'm back to blogging after almost an age. I don't think there's someone misses my blog. So get started !


25th February 2012


It was my first time attending a concert! Before the day, after Eu Jun telling me he got a lot of tickets for this concert, I was kind of excited. Thanks for Yeow Eu Jun sponsoring us the tickets ! 

Who else is going? Winniely, Yap Sher Lynn, Tan Xhing Chieh, Kenny Foo, Yeow Eu Jun, Neville Tay, Whye Hong, Mun Hong. Why the hell am I telling you this? haha I just wanna let you know there were only 9 of us going. Annnnnd, We went there by car then train :D Nooooooo, it's not my blogging style !

 Awesome? yeaaahhh ! The party was AWESOME! The best party that I've ever been! annnnd I got high without taking any alcohol! Awesome

 How's this picture? Looking great? yeaaaaa! It was taken by me in the DARK with the awesome again light effects! :)

 Actually I don't really know why it looks so crowded in this picture. But true, it was not as crowded as this picture shown. hahaha. 

 Meeting new friends in such situation ... it was my very very first time doing that! :D We didn't know each other at first, but we danced together and leaving without a bye LOL

Pictures's Time :) Lai .... ... 

 Sherlynn and Meeeeee with our leopard print spectacles! 

P/S : I feeel so old standing beside her :'( haha

 Annnnnnnd, I met him! He's Joseph Germani ! He's cute annnd yeaaa friendly :) Do support him kay !

He thinks that he's handsome :D hahaha 

Can see that I haven't got back my blogging mood yet. I'm quite kek at blogging now. I haven't finished editing my blog. I'm still learning! hahaha 

Mind I'm just telling that I'm totally fine now :) Everything is just over. I won't delete my previous posts because all that are my memories. Annnd it reminds me what I had been in my life journey. So yeahhh :) I'll prove it to myself not anyone else, I can still living happily without a man by my side :) I'm growing up! #megusta